After not seeing you or talking to you for FIVE years, I found you online. I'm going to be honest when I saw you I knew it was you. Your nose and lips they remained the same. Everything else is different, your eyes that once looked sad are forever changed. I used to think that I could rescue you; from your sadness, from yourself. Now I see you and you are not the man I fell in love with and for that I'm grateful. I'm glad that the one I feel in love with is gone, completely dissolved into thin air. When I knew it was you, everything sank, my heart, my stomach and my head. The temperature felt as though it dropped ten degrees. I cannot believe you have become that person that I could never love. Filled with tattoos and facial hair, my two biggest pet peeves, but there you are, proud. For once, I'm going to be free of you, I don't have to wonder what happened to you. The longest chapter of my love life can finally close, you are getting married. Congratulations. I'm graduating from college, something we both knew I would accomplish. As sad as it is to realize, I know that if anything would have happened between us, I would have given everything up to be with you. Seeing you makes me remember, I was such a naive girl and I'm so happy I was. Looking back, I cannot believe that I thought we were meant to be, I must have been so foolish to you, yet you listened. Thanks, you always did listen to me and at that time, that is all I ever needed. I guess what I want to say is thanks for all the memories, the few ones that I have left. I don't think I ever loved you, but I was infatuated with you. I don't think I have anything left in me for you, I'm just so glad I found you. This marks the beginning of this end to my tragic tale with you, I got the closure I so desperately desired. Honestly, I never wanted to make things work with you, I just wanted to know why you left the way you did. There will never be an answer, but now I just won't care. So, like I said before, thanks for everything and mostly thanks for giving me this closure.